I haven't been on this game in an incredibly long time. I may start checking back in, though. Feel free to shoot me a message…

As for my page, I thought about deleting it, but.. If you know me, you know I adore music. So, if you want to know me... read (or listen) on. It's mostly song lyrics.

           “Of course I look angry all the time; My entire life I’ve been fighting a war. I am       soaked in pain and sadness. The irony however, is that I’m not actually angry, I’m trying to learn how to be happy. And that in itself is a war…”

So tonight I’m gonna pull out pictures, ones with you in ‘em. Laugh and cry a little while reminiscing. By myself, I can’t help that all I think about is how you were taken way too soon. It ain’t the same here without you. I gotta say, missin’ you comes in waves, and tonight I’m drowning…

Could you still love me? Pick up the pieces of me? Could you still love me? Would you catch me when I fall? Will we rise above it all? Will you hold me when it hurts?

For as much as she stumbled, she's runnin'. For as much as she runs, she's still here. Always hoping to find something quicker than Heaven...

 Im falling apart... Leave me here forever in the dark.

She used to be this beautiful, tough soul with the strongest will to live. She fought cancer and heartache and deep tragedies and if you put her in the middle of a raging war, you could've bet she'd fight her way through that, too.

But, there was one battle that injured her so, she never did come back from it. Her eyes used to gleam in the sun; now their dullness matched that of her sword's worn blade. Her opinionated, wonderful personality has been pierced like her body armor has. And when she looks into the side of her helmet, nothing so dark and desolate as what stares back at her has ever existed...

"Say the word, we'll call it quits. Baby you can go or you can stay, but I won't love you either way..."

I'd be sitting in the same old bar, heart breakin' on a broken bar stool...

How do you get that lonely? 

How do you hurt that bad? 

To make you make the call?

And havin' no life at all, is better than the life that you had?

How do you feel so empty,

that you wanna let it all go?

How do you get that lonely, and nobody know?

"You oughtta see her in my pickup, she's gotta have that radio up. Bless her heart, she can't sit still, head in my lap, barefeet on the windshield."

Do you wanna go out to the country, and maybe blow all our money on some sugar at the truck stop, and some scratch offs- see if we can get lucky? Oh, I gotta know what's goin' on in your beautiful mind. Babe, don't be shy... Tell me, Do I make you wanna dance real slow? Go flyin' down a two lane road? Find a limb to hang your clothes? 

If you ever felt one breakin', you'd never want a heart

Well, the road rolls out like a welcome mat, to a better place than the one we're at...